One day you’ll wake up and he won’t be the protagonist of your thoughts.
He won’t be the first thing you think of when you wake up nor the last one when you go to sleep. He won’t appear in your mind in the middle of your busy workday, preventing you from functioning normally.
He will be nothing more than a distant memory. He will fade slowly and you won’t be aware of it, you will just wake up on that day and you will breathe easy.
One day you’ll wake up and he will lose the significance he has for you now.
You will realize that you never needed him in the first place. That he was just making your life into a living hell. That in spite of the initial hurt you felt, you feel peace now that he is no longer by your side.
He was never the love of your life, he was the mistake of your life and it was so easy to mistake one for the other. One day you’ll wake up and you won’t feel confused anymore.
Your head will be liberated from all the questions. You won’t blame yourself or recount all the what-ifs in your head. You won’t try to find the answer to what went wrong.
You won’t wonder if you were enough because you will know you were. You were more than enough but he wasn’t enough for you – you just failed to see that then.
One day you’ll wake up and you‘ll realize he was wrong for you all along.
He will fall from the pedestal you kept him on. He is not your king because he never treated you like a queen. He was always doing the bare minimum to keep you by his side.
He would always take from you but he never knew how to give. He always counted on you to be there but you could never lean on him. He was there but you still felt all alone.
One day you’ll wake up and you won’t be haunted by the memories.
When everything comes down to it, you don’t think about all the bad things and his crappy behavior and hurtful memories. You concentrate on the good.
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